5th treatment 23.09.2013

Monday , 23.09.2013 

Today morning going to hospital by taxi . 

A very very kind taxi driver names Pak Cik Rajimi . 

He come to fetch me by everyday without extra charges . 

Today is the first day he come to fetch me . 

It's really difficult to find my sis house . 

But finally he know here . 

After treatment , I accompany my mummy go Pudu bus station bought bus ticket for sis and us . 

We and sis going back by this Friday afternoon . 

Sis going back s.petani and we going back kuantan . 

Next Monday will back here again for my treatment . 

Around 2.00pm , finally reach home . 

Really tired after the treatment . 

I was sleep until 6.00pm .

Then , after dinner we went to night market at ss2 . 

Mummy bought many fruits for me . 

There were so many people ! 

Mummy bought some hair clips for me ^^ 

Now , it's time to say good night . 

Tomorrow going again to hospital for treatment and have appointment with my doctor at the afternoon.

Will be continue ..........

Second day of treatment

18.9.2013 , Wednesday .

Today was my second day for radiotherapy at PPUKM .

The symptom have came out today after finish the treatment . 

Yesterday was the first day for my treatment . 

Felt so nervous before go my treatment , 

It was doesn't hurt me badly , yesterday the treatment took half an hour . 

Today and after this every treatment take ten minutes to finish it . 

Before the treatment , doctor will put a mask on me .

It's make me uncomfortable and breathe hardly . 

Luckily it's just take ten minutes for the treatment . 

During the treatment , some noisy sound have come out . 

Felt so headache to hear that noisy sound from the machine . 

After the treatment , doctor told me that drink a lot of water and do not wash my hair with shampoo . 

Yesterday I felt nothing and I still can go shopping with my cousin after the treatment . 

But today I felt tired and need sleep for few hours after treatment .

There is nothing to do at my cousin house at afternoon . 

It's boring +tired+headache +stomachache ! 

My treatment take 25days to finish it . 

That's means I have 25 session for my treatment , each session cost RM50 . 

Because of the hospital is half government , so doesn't cost expansive . 

The second day I already felt very tired , 

Don't know what I will be after finish my treatment . 

No one can understand my feeling now ! 

Me and mummy every morning going hospital by taxi . 

It's cost expansive but we have no choices . 

From section 17 pj to hospital cost RM 20 for one way . 

Sometimes the federal highway was traffic jam badly . 

No one know when it will not jam......

Just hope I will really recover after the treatment . 

Traffic jam 

The department of radiotherapy. 

15.9.2013 last day in Kuantan

It's seems like I just done my surgery yesterday ,

Tomorrow going to kl , 

Tuesday going start my treatment . 

I have finish packing , just bring some clothes . 

Going to make a timetable for myself at kl . 

If not , it's really waste my time for nothing .

Don't know what I will feel after the treatment ? 

Everybody said that treatment will make my body become hot ,

So I need to care about myself . 

Another thing I care about the cost of my treatment .... 

Cause doctor just estimated the cost is around rm 3,000 . 

But haven't calculate other check up . 

The month I stay at kl will going call up cab to fetch me to hospital by everyday . 

The thing I scare is .......

I search from Internet and some article wrote about my situation will be badly after the treatment . 

Because now no evidence of malignancy . 

There is just metastatic spread is the only reliable criterion for malignancy . 

So , we also don't know what will happen after the treatment . 

As my cousin sis said , 

" just live for today and no regret " 

We must thankful to God because we have given another day to lives . 

A call from hospital .

Just received a called by doctor , 

I'm doing my treatment by next week . 

It's seems so fast .

I have inform my cousin and brother . 

My cousin sis also going to meet her doctor by next week , 

God bless her . 

But , she always said "just live for today and no regret" . 

That will be our quote for everyday . 

Later going buy bus ticket .......

Going to packs my things . Going to school tmr and inform teacher . 

I just told to someone , 

I don't want let everyone know because I don't want they worry about me . 

It's okay ! 

Just a month for treatment ! 

I will be fine after this . 

 

Chai choo sis wedding

That's a memorable , wonderful , happiness day . 

Everyone were attended her wedding dinner . 

We have chat many and many , 

We have laugh loudly and loudly ,

We have ate many and many , 

We have helping tired and tired. 

When every wedding invitation , 

I was very excited and happy 

Because I can meet with my lovely cousin ...

Because seldom have chance to meet them cause of they busying working . 

That day everyone was beautiful as a angel . 

We took many and many photo and it will become our memory . 

Here is some photo taken by me ! 

I need ..........

I need a quiet place to study ,

I need a people to help me , 

I need more hardworking to finish it , 

I need achieve good academic ,

I need study at my dream school after this ,

I need think carefully before do something .

So , 

Silent please ! 

该与不该

有些事情， 得想清楚是否真的可以这样做。

做这事情，要顾及到前后因果。

有些事情，做了会让人很反感。

既然做了，就不要后悔 。

过去做的，就要负起这个责任 ！ 

7.9.2013

清晨外面下着绵绵细雨 ， 

在家里拥有愉快的心情，

在准备期待与大家相聚。

每一天所有美好的东西，

都将会变成我们的记忆。

在外头的你， 不知是否曾想念我 ？ 

Sharing is caring .....................

September of 2013

九月份的第一天 ，

快等得不耐烦了， 

医院怎么还没打来 ？！ 

期待星期六的到来 ， 

因为又可以和亲戚相聚啦！ 

我超爱热闹了 ！ 

每当有亲戚结婚或者生日派对才有那么热闹 。 

我又可以和大哥见面啦 ！

好久没见到面了 ， 看照片好像瘦了好多 。 

妈咪今天有打电话给大哥 ， 看是不是压力太大 。。。

星期日我和表姐要做北海道蛋糕啦！ （期待） ：）

星期六会准备冰皮月饼给表姐和大哥带回去新加坡吃 ；）

太兴奋了！ 

说到医院 ， 

本来这一两个星期就应该开始疗程了 ， 

可是到现在还没医院的消息 。 

我的疗程将在一个月内完成 。 

虽然天天要到医院报道 ， 可是 应该还撑得住 。。。

现在妈咪和我都烦恼着在吉隆坡的交通和我的医药费 。。 

毕竟 所有的储蓄用的七七八八了 。。。 

我哥多少有在金钱上的帮忙 ， 

可是我和妈咪一个月在吉隆坡的伙食费， 生活费 ， 医药费 和交通费 也很重本 ！ 

本来打算妈咪驾车载我去医院的 ， 可是最近治安不好 ， 加上只有我们两母女 ， 心里怕怕的 。。 

如果叫德士 ， 天天来回医院， 加上塞车 ， 德士费更不用说 ！ 起码要七百块 ！ 

妈咪最近又没有订单 ， 妈咪还打算要到外头去找工作 。 

我也打算疗程做完后 ， 要到便利商店打工 。 

毕竟新年也快到了 ， 赚点钱来买家里所用到的东西 。。。。 

现在不能乱乱花钱了 ， 现在经济不是很好 。。。 

真的有需要才买 ！ 

不要去羡慕别人所拥有的 ！ 

  

晚安 ！