raining monsoon 241214

Today is christmas eve , it was still a raining days .
some places was flooded in my hometown .
I'm still working in boutique although it's christmas eve or christmas . (pity)
hope tmr can back earlier to pack my clothes .
two more days to go for my short vacation -----Singapore .

these two weeks I was very tired because i took one offday only .
but i still need to submit to humiliation .
because i need job .
actually she dont need so preoccupied , we're working for a same boss although there're two different shop . she is so naive .
But i dont care about it anymore , it will just spoilt my mood .
I'm just temporary work here , not work here forever .
I understand what is my job and I will do all of that , but others is not my job .
Now i only know business is war , people can do anything to earn theirs commission .
here i means some , but not all .

We can work in a good ambience ,
We can work in a good mood .
We can work together .

But if you put a long face , how your colleague feels ? how she can work well ? how she face you ?
Think before do any action .

These few days I'm really down .
My phone got problem but i where got money to spend on that ?
I need to save for everything .
I think no need but too many shirts for cny la .
waste money on clothes is not my style ....

sometimes i feels like people are ignore me , dislike me ...
i dont know why i will think like that , but Im not feeling good .
maybe I'm very sensitive and over thinking .

well, rainy day no customers .
continue watch my drama .
I'll come back soon ...

星期五，下雨天， 工作天 。 191214

哈囖，我又来咯！
好久没用华语来写部落格了。
最近一直下大雨， 雨季来了嘛！！
不知不觉在这里（cutieland ) 已经做了两个星期，一切还好。
有时候很得空， 有时候忙得吃饭也没有时间。
接下来的日子会常常更新我的部落格。

其实，我一直觉得我很幸运。
人生一路上都有贵人相助。
这次能够找到这份工也是靠我表姐帮我拿了老板的电话号码。
朋友们最近在干吗呀？
有些去当兵了， 有些去旅行， 有些和我一样在做工， 还有一些我就不知道了。
微信里变得很冷淡， 少了姐妹们的笑声和吵闹声。。。

哥哥回来已经有一个星期了。
时间过得快（一直重复）。。。
下个星期五就要回新加坡工作了。
这也代表着我要去新加坡的日子也快到了！ （开熏）
很期待啊！！！！
昨天我在网上看到一位上海做marketing的女人写的部落格。
部落格讲述做marketing的经验。
从部落格来看，做这一份工作很不容易， 很有挑战性， 每晚几乎要加班。
可是拿市场营销和银行业的来相比， 和市场营销的职员一起吃饭更有话题聊。
这是因为做银行界的通常比较严肃。
市场营销的工作范围很大， 可以到不同的业界工作。
要进市场营销的人必须有创意， 耐苦， 分析力强。
可是我不知道我有没有创意哦 。。。
打算拿这一科， 可是又怕不适合我。
问过哥哥好多遍， 到头来他问我有没有想过读 banking ， 我的算术不好而且感觉这一行好boring。
虽然成绩三月才出， 可是怕到时脑袋当机。
现在可以大胆说真替我的成绩感到担心 ！ 很怕！
无论如何， 相信一切都会及格吧!

说说我现在工作的地方。
这里的同事都好亲切。
老板娘要求我们穿得美一点， 毕竟我们在服装业工作。
得空得空就去买东西吃 ， 没顾客就可以做自己的东西。
每次开新衣服的时候， 我们就要站一整天烫衣服。
没事做的时候就看看衣服， 试试衣服。
看上的衣服可以留着先， 老板娘都有打折哦！
可是我对衣服不是很讲究， 我不会特地去买昂贵和特出的衣服。
因为我来来去去就是穿t-shirt 和短裤而已 。
我不会把钱花在衣服上。
有时候我看中的衣服， 顾客又喜欢。
我会给顾客试试看， 他们要就买了呗！
我不会介意义的。
有时候我会给模特儿换衣服， 这叫做摆设橱窗吧！
在这里工作要拿假期可不容易， 先到先得！
老板娘讲过年前不可以拿假， 可是我要去吉隆坡看医生呀!
没关系的， 我有跟chris姐姐讲好了。

前一阵子， 我join了facebook 里一个group ， 那个是有关我的病。
那一组的会员全部都是患有这种病。
虽然是美国，英国， 澳洲 的人， 可是我还是加入了。
我用了broken english 来交谈， 庆幸他们看得懂。
通过那个group ， 我得到了很多info .
我也叫哥哥帮我买了一本书，书名是I'm a Zebra ! 作家是本地人,是一名三个孩子的妈妈， 她的职业是journalist , 他也有这种病。
他在国际有一点名气。
我看完了这本书， 这本书完全讲述我这两年的感受。
如果有谁想要了解我的病， 我会叫他去读这本书。
我很佩服他的付出。

写了那么多， 好累。
不写了，下会见。

待续。。。

Teenage Life after spm .

Long time din update my blog . 

I have finished my spm exam on last week . 

Currently work at cutieland while waiting my result that will release on March . 

Hope the result won't let me dissapointed . 

Too many things to tell ~

Okay , first tell about working at cutieland . 

The job was flexible so I don't need to worry that I can't get off day to HUKM . 

And it was no tiring compare to others job . 

I have enough time to rest and do my own things . 

Who say works at boutique can't learn anything ? 

I had learnt how to iron the shirts and how to mix the shirts for customer . 

Just sometimes no customer visit the shop we'll boring . 

So , I'll working at here until April . 

After that maybe going to Taruc study . 

Today brother coming back home from singapore . 

*excited *happy 

He'll staying at Kuantan for two weeks . 

Then 26/12/14 he'll going back singapore with us ! 

Ya , my mummy and I and cousin going to singapore and celebrate Christmas too ! 

I'm looking for ours Christmas trip . 

I did not go singapore for two years d . 

I had booked hostel at Chinatown and luckily my boss allowed me to take leave . 

My sis is coming to relieve my works during that three days . 

This is because she's not going to singapore but muar . 

I have meet my primary school friends at last Wednesday . 

This is because Kar yi going to national services for two months one week. 

Thanks god that they approved my application for not going to the national services . 

I meet my primary school friends once a year , because everyone is busy with their work . 

Yesterday I went yumcha with the five sistars after finish work . 

Have much fun when chatting with them . 

Jia Wei is going to Italy for AFS programme .

Although it's just two months , but we'll miss she too . 

Time pass fast ,we'll meet again during CNY .  

Have a looks on picture taken by me :)

Badminton wif friends after exam . 

Gathering at tc . 

Selfie :D

Thankful that we can meet again . 

Girls selfie .

Take photo with the baby :) 

He's damn smart .

Yesterday mummy sent this photo to me .

Before work on the first day , photo credit to mummy . 

Feel free to makeup before work .

Yesterday night gathering at coffee gallery , star city . 

*selfie skill failed

Candid :) laugh naturally . 

Become normal ....

Say cheese :) 

Photo credit to yue sin . 

Macchiato after work . 

Live well , laugh loudly , love naturally ! 

*this pic shows that I have a small face . 

Stop here . Will be continue soon . Thanks for reading . 

Have a nice day :)