Hospital Day

It's friday .
Went hospital meet with Doctor Kong .
Doctor Kong explain the progress of operation and how was my situation .
Doctor said they will not cut my vein and my nerves .
But , what can they do for me is clean the tumor , but can't clean all .
Because my tumor grow bigger .
It's bigger until want reach my brain .
So , Doctor said must do the surgery as fast as .
After the operation , i will rest for one month .
Then , doctor will plan to do radioactive and chemotherapy for me .
Doctor said it will be a difficult journey for me .
He said now i was a active teenager , but after do the radioactive and chemotherapy ,
I may be a tired teenager .

Now , what my cousin , my mother and me worry is if i do that operation , the cancer cell may be separate  to other place .
We had ask doctor , and his answer is maybe .

This operation may be a simple surgery .
but still got a little bit worries and nervous .
Now i just want to hold my live ,
I don't care i will be a handicapped .

What can i do is listen to doctor ,
and pray for myself .

昨晚， 表哥（智勇）建议我暂时不要去动手术。
单靠吃离子丐来去除我身上的酸性，
还有念经求佛。
一个月后， 再去检查看我的肿瘤有什么变化。。
可是， 医生认为没有必要延后动手术。
医生怕如果延迟的话， 怕我的肿瘤会长大然后压到大脑的神经线。
我知道表哥的建议有道理。
可是， 我不敢冒险延后一个月。
可是， 除了做手术和做化疗和电疗， 我也要靠自己。
念佛经， 做食疗， 和保持乐观的心情。
至于以后会不会扩散， 谁也不知道。

好了， 不写了。。。