It's march .

Two months I never update my blog dy .
This year I will busying with doctor . Why ?
Doctors said I got neuroendocrine carcinoma ! It's a cancer .
Suddenly fell so sad .
But doctors said it's will recover after do chemotherapy for two years .
How about my studies ?!
Oh! My cousin and teachers said I can stops my studies for 1 year , but I must take my spm for next year .
What I can do is study myself .
It's a long story to tell . . . . 

15.1.2013 (my 16th birthday !)

It's my 16th birthday !
Dun know how to describe my feeling ,
happy ? not happy also !
what was happened ?
Yesterday then only know doctor said got urgent want to find me , it's about my report !
He said that's a bad news for my report ! ( my eyes suddenly become bigger )
Doctor said my case is very seldom to see , he also can't confirm what is that , just a bad thing !
Then , I had meet with a doctor that come from kuala lumpur , she said she will arrange me goes to kuala lumpur do surgery . But , because of my report not very neatly , so , these few days I busying with the body check ! ...
Start from today , my painful days is coming .
But I still need handle it !
I am still young !
I have many things to do !

Today , I off to school not because of my birthday holiday , because I went to hospital do CT Scan and Ultrasound .
Ultrasound is just like check baby ... but i not checking for baby ^^
Then , the CT Scan make me so pain!
Doctor had put  needle into my hand , then when went inside the room , i sleep on a bed that cover by a machine .
During the CT scan , they put a liquid inside my hand , it's so painful , and i had cried !
But I still have to endure !
After finish the CT Scan , when I coming out , my hand cover by many blood !
The floor also have my blood !
The reason I dun know , But I know it is painful !
Then , I feel uncomfortable , rest for a while and mummy gave me drink some milo and ate some bread .
After 3 hours more in hospital , finally we back !
Me and mummy feel hungry then we went JJ Kimbab ate our brunch .
That 's mummy 1st time eat korean food , she said it is very tasty ! (so happy !)
Then , have a hair cut be4 cny . before back , mummy buy a mini cake for me ! :D
Thanks :D

Last two days of 2012 year

Today was last two days of 2012 year .

Time is going so fast .

Just now sent my sister go bus station .

She goes back her university cause have to reopen school already .

She will back hometown again when holiday of Chinese new year .

Me also need reopen school already , but it is on 2/1/2013 ,still have two more days ! 

Tomorrow going Gambang water park with my cousin .

I scare sunburn ! @@ 

After my brother went SG work , mother said long time dint receive his call already .

Mother said don’t know he forgot us already after work at there . ( Me also don’t know -,-)

We will meet after 1 more month , that is on Chinese new year !

But , don’t know I don’t have the mood for celebrate Chinese New Year already .

I think because of 

First , because I not a children anymore .

Second , my brother not going back .

Third , feel so boring , and nothing to do during holiday of Chinese New Year !

Just stay at the house for whole day for nothing ! 

Let’s talk about 2013 ~ hehe :D

It’s was a new life for me ,

I am going study form 4 at the same school .

I mind to take account class on the next year .

Cause I don’t  interested in Science class !

I also don’t mind to find tuition for next year !

Cause I think I can handle all the subject without tuition .

Feel stress when facing all the tuition teacher .

On 2013 year also ,

I wish I can save more money ! (money , money , money ) !

I going to work a part time job as cashier at Eng Hong minimarket .

Monday to Friday –study

Saturday and Sunday – work !

Why I want to save more more money ? ! 

First , I want to collect some money for future studies .

Second , I wish to buy a new phone !

Third , I wish to buy a mini ipad for my parents ! (Because with the mini ipad , then they can play games everywhere !^^)

Fourth , I wish I can bring my parents go travel at oversea when they retirement .

Lastly , I think we should not waste money badly .

On these December , I had open an online shop on facebook .

It’s named De Fashionise House !

I sell clothes , bag , shoes and others online .

I hope everyone can support me , thanks :D

I hope I can collect money from this way .

Before I finished my blog , I hope 2013 please be good to me !

Stay healthy ,

Stay pretty ,

And ,

Stay strongest !

Oh ya , Good night ! ;D

Em , nothing to do >< !

It's monday again .

nothing to do at house , 

so just come here and visit my blog . 

Just now skype with my dearest sister in Singapore . 

I heard that my brother always eat maggie mee at there . 

my mother was angry , and my aunt also have told him ,

that maggie mee is unhealthy to our body . -,-

my sister said that my brother want to save money after he work at there , but my mother said healthy is more important than money . 

If don't have healthy , how to work ? 

So , hope my brother can take care of himself at there :D 

These few days , my older sister always discuss about DSLR~~ 

haizz , so fan ! 

she said she have to use the DSLR when semester 6 . 

but still got a long time .... 

She is collecting the money to buy DSLR ... 

Gambateh ya ^^ 

My father and mother always said that 21/12/2012 around the world will no electric for three days .... 

But I still not believe that 

people post on the facebook that this year end will be the end of the world . 

But I think won't la ....haha

think positive ! :D 

New year is coming , 

my friends ask me bought new shirt already or not ,

but I think I won't buy any shirt for next year ...

because my shirt is too many !! ^^ 

I don't want waste money ... 

On the 2013year , I want a big present for my birthday , hehe ^^ 

That 's is a camera ... (hoho)

I hope someone will give these present for me (I think mr .nobody ) 

Start from now , just collect money as my older sister ... 

We have a same dream ! ;D 

We have a same hobby ! ;D 

We love photography ! ;D 

Yesterday , I saw a news from facebook !(happy )

My cousin getting married ! ^^ 

Congratulation to her !! 

I hope I can snap photo on her wedding with my lover camera  ... ;) 

Last Saturday , I went jogging with kar yi ! 

I feel good after jogging at Taman Gelora .. 

Because I long time no jogging dy ...

Become fatter than last time ~ :( 

I wan loose my weight before reopen school .. hehe ^^ 

okay , it's for today ! 

Happy monday ! ^^ 

 

December -,-

Friday , 7/12/2012 .
my nephew came my house for a week dy .
He named Mun Kit , he is so cute !
I accompany and look after him during my holiday ,
because I nothing to do ><!

three more weeks , then reopen school ~
I heard my friends that pmr result will be out by 23/12/2012 .
Nervous about it !
All the gred are okay for me excludes bc paper !
For gred A need 85 marks !
I think I can't get A for my chinese paper ....
What I can do is waiting the letter from school ,
and waiting the result .

Christmas is coming soon ~
Dun know how to celebrate >.<
I wish to go Singapore and celebrate ,
but nobody accompany me .
Whatever , I think that day just stay at house (boring -,-)

Long time dint meet my friends dy ..
Miss them :D
hope we can have a gathering before reopen school ^^

These few days , I always search for travel to Taiwan ;D
The trip cost to Taiwan quit expansive rm 2000++.
But I will collect the money ! :D
Because I wan go travel ! ^^

Oh yeah , tomorrow meet with kar yi and go jogging together ! (hehe)
Long time dint go exercise dy .
after that , we plan to go tc beach for our breakfast ! :D
hwaiting :D

Ok , just for today !
TGIF

_现在的我_

即将的日子将会很忙，很忙。。。
今天去应征了一份工作。
在一家靠近我家的supermarket 做cashier ，
一个星期只有一天off day ...
我将会做到开学。。。

现在的我超紧张，
因为我没做过cashier .
连如何打价钱我也不会，
可是那边的员工讲我应该很快就学会了。
希望如此:)
是时候勇于尝试。

现在的我超害怕，
因为5/11要去看医生。
我怕医生又叫我动手术。
我不想一直当他的白老鼠。
那么久了，他还检查不出我到底是生什么病！
haizzz , 真失望~
我上网查询了一些资料，
我的淋巴有可能是发炎，
多数的年轻人都有淋巴发炎。
我觉得只要好好调养以下，
应该就会好了吧！
我不想再痛多一次！！！

现在的我超期待，
明天就要出发到安顺去，
星期六就要去金宝了，
星期日去大港一趟，
才回关丹~

现在的我超节省，
我不知道为什么， 我一直想着要存钱。
我想要换电话， 可是心里又想买电话很浪费钱，
因为平时很少用电话。
我想存给未来。
我不想去看电影， 不想时常去喝茶， 不想去shopping.
我一直提醒自己每时每刻都要节省。
请不要认为我是很吝啬的人， 我只是在为我的未来着想。

 抱着堂姐送我的rilakkuma .. 

like it :D 

最近才有空放上来的照片。 :) 

现在的我超眼睡，

晚安！ 

十月

好久没上线了， 忙着准备考试，
还有两天， 考试就完毕了。
明天哥哥就要去准备他的毕业典礼，
好开心， 因为他终于毕业啦！
恭喜恭喜！ :)
下个星期五我和爸妈一起去安顺，
过后， 星期六才去哥哥在金宝的毕业典礼。
（期待）！！

考完试过后， 将进行我的假期计划。
考完试当天， 和朋友出去喝下午茶。
然后， 我们必须开始准备华文叙别会的表演---话剧。
超期待叙别会的到来， 当天所有人将盛装出席。
妈妈替我准备了晚装。
是妈妈亲手做的， 它是一条粉红色的长裙。
开心:)

之后， 我正在寻找着一些part time 的工作，
因为我不想假期只呆在家里。
出去打工不但可以消遣时间， 还可以存些钱。
可是现在的工作不容易找。>.<!

最近关丹发生了很多车祸。
大家记得要小心驾驶。
千万别飚车。
生命没有take2 , 好好珍惜生命。

好了， 不多说了，
还是早点去温习明天要考的科目。
大家加油！ 一起努力。。。