End Of My 2 Years Diploma

Hey, I'm back again. 

Currently, I'm having my holidays in Singapore. 

I finished my last paper in Diploma on last Thursday then my mom went to Kampar and help me to move all my stuff to KL. I checked out from my hostel at Kampar and direct move to KL accommodation. After that, we rush to the bus station and took a bus to Skudai, Johor. We reached there around 9.30pm. That day was so tiring. After we arrived Skudai, my sister comes out to fetch us. We went to have some supper before back home. At first, I and my sis planned to give a surprise for my mother which I ordered a flower bouquet for her for Mother's Day. My sister put the flower bouquet at the bonnet and my mom says she want to move her bag to the bonnet before we walk to the restaurant. Then... Of course, she saw that flower bouquet... hahaha!

The funniest thing is she ask my sis " who gives you the flower bouquet ?" Ahahahaha. I knew what she means. She thought my sister got love follower!!! Then my sis say that flower bouquet is she bought for her de~ But my mom still looks happy! After finished our supper then we go back and rest. The next day, Saturday my sister send us to Bukit Indah and she needs to go for school meeting in the morning. I and my mother take the bus and we took around 2.5 hours to reach Singapore. Then we come cousin's house together. The first day in Singapore went jogging with my cousin bro then until today my legs feel so pain !!!! This is because it's been a long time I did not do exercise liao! Hahahaha.... 

I will be in Singapore for one week. Today is Labour Day and I'm going out to meet a friend later. Actually, I become so lazy to go out after finished my last exam. Anyway, there will be another 2 trips after back from Singapore. After trips end then it's time to start my degree journey. Will still stay with the coursemate but of course, some which are not continuing study at KL will be missed. There are so much of memories in my Kampar life and appreciate that having those people be my friend. We will meet very soon in our graduation ceremony. 

Okay, it's time for me to watch another drama ... hahahaha (boring)

SEE YOU ~ 

My Assignment group at Last sem in Diploma

Farewell Dinner of DMK 

Lunch Gathering with our tutors. 

Thank You Ms Audrey and Ms Tan. 

母情节快乐 

姐姐买的花很漂亮 

从skudai 带来新加坡的花依然那么漂亮 ~ 

First post in 2017 .

1-1-2017

Happy New Year! 

Just realized I only wrote 4 posts in 2016. 2016 treat me like a shit. I lose my most important man in the life and moody all the year in 2016. However, today is the new day of new year, everything should be modified and become better. I want to improve myself become different and of course better than before. 2017 still have many challenging things waiting for me. 

-2017-

• Semester breaks in February.
• Last semester in my Diploma life in Kampar.
• First traveling to overseas(so excited).
• Diploma Graduation.
• Continue study for  Degree in KL.

And I am going to turn 20 years old in 15 days more! 

I ain't a girl but become women. "hahahah"

Going back hometown soon before finals exam. 

And sister also going to get her posting soon. 

28 days more to chinese new year ! 

Can't wait to meet my bro at Singapore. 

Tomorrow is public holiday and so nice to be at cousin's house at Teluk intan. 

Tuesday morning only go back Kampar. 

And all of the assignment was done and left 2 more presentations on next Friday. 

These few days should starts do my revision for finals. 

Once again, Happy New Year to everyone! 

Will be back soon ... 

161016 Mummy's birthday

Today is mum's birthday and my siblings and I was studying and working outside. Therefore we cannot go back hometown and celebrate with mummy. Few weeks ago I was thinking how to make her feels not so lonely and I decided to give her a surprise, I saw people write that flower will makes women become happy forever. In addition mum never receive flower bouquet before, so this time i bought her a flower bouquet. Women should get a flower bouquet once in their life. The feeling is special and it is so romantic . hahaha ....

One day I saw a florist page which names Sameach Blueprints and it provide doorstep delivery, so I went to contact them for detailed information. This is the first time I order flower bouquet so I also not clear about type of flower and the wrapping style. After bought once, then I learned something liao ~ Hahaha

First time must buy rose and rose have many colors. I choose red and also pink rose. And i won't tell you how much is my budget . hahaha ~ They also offer helium balloons for their customer and i have ordered 5 helium balloons. I make the order a week ago and I'm so excited for today ~

My mum don't know about this and this afternoon I called her and ask her to dress nicely. I afraid she come out and receive the flower bouquet with her super casual wear ~ XD hahaha . And she keep asking what surprise I am going to give her but of course I din tell.

Before the flower bouquet deliver to my house, I also prepared a short video for my mum.  I did the video last night and luckily it was successful. I asked my siblings to send me the birthday wishes video to me. I think it will be a very touching present for my mum ? hahaha

Although tonight can't have the birthday dinner with mummy , but no worries we will coming back soon. And that time we eat steamboat dinner together ! I can't wait for it :) Sometimes you can send warm greetings to your loves one no matter how far you are. Distance is not a matter to show your love to someone. Don't wish for it , but take action to let them know how important they are in your heart.

Promise mummy that after this I will bring her to travel at least once in a year. Travelling makes us enjoy the life. Travelling with the lovely people are the precious moment in our life.

Once again , happy birthday to my mummy and you are not alone. You still have us.
Stay healthy, pretty and happy forever.
We love you.

Thanks to Sameach Blueprints for deliver the surprise to my mum. 

Flower bouquet for mummy . 

Mummy is so happy with it ! 

We feel the happiness when we saw our important person in our life is happy ! 

Examination time.... (Year 2 Sem 1)

Hi, I'm here again.

Today i have finished my third paper which is Consumer Behavior. The paper is not that difficult however it's not so easy for me who just focus on the famous question in the past year paper. hahaha .. It's sounds not good because memory storage are limited, it's not impossible to memorize everything. Furthermore, this semester perhaps I didn't put full effort on the preparation. I try to remind myself that health is more important than the result. So i did not burn midnight oil at all. I study during day time and go to bed earlier. Sometimes if overtired or stay up late , I feels dizzy and no appetite to eat. It will makes me become more stressful and causes ____!! 

Although I was not perform well in this examination and I did not expect I will get high CGPA, but if the result prove my action taken are right then I will continue with it. Sometimes when you choose to let it go, you will gain another things:) 

Now is September and four more months to 2017. The day before examination, Air Asia have a promotion and something was in my wishlist. Words can't help you makes it real but action did. After have a quick discussion with my mum, then i decided to do booking. This is the very first time I books flight ticket. Before this I have do all research about how to makes the bookings and other procedures. (although no money to buy ~) At last, I completed the bookings successfully. I'm so excited ! This trip will be on next year after I finished my last semester in the college. Perhaps I make it as my graduation trip ? haha ..The purpose for the trip is to bring my mummy go to that country and explore it. I'm not sure whether it consider a backpack trip or not but my budget is limited so I called it “穷游” . This is the first time I take flight to another country and travel there without follows the tour guide. So I have to do "homework" before my trip. I haven't start prepare yet since I still have 3 papers to go~~  Gambateh !! The other purpose that I plan this trip because of maybe after graduation and work that time I do not have so many opportunity to bring mummy go to travel. Not as my sister, she have so many holidays in a year~~ (Jealous) 

Okay ... Hold the excited and happy feelings on. 

It's time to focuses on revision if not tonight will be late to bed. 

Bye !! 

8 月份的日记

四个月前写了日记 ， 生活忙着忙着 就到了四个月后。 

今天星期日， 这里的天气很好。 偶尔下雨偶尔阳光很大。 

第二年的第一个学期就要结束了。 下个星期就要开始考试然后就放假。 

这个学期起起落落的， 可是当中我学会了很多事情。 

妈妈上个星期就来到我这， 然后她就跟亲戚去勿洞玩耍。 

她去旅行的那几天， 因为没什么网络所以不能打电话给我。 

说真的， 每天习惯地起床就打电话给妈妈， 吃午饭也打给妈妈。 

每天几乎都打了很多通电话吧。。。 

就这样慢慢地习惯了。 如果一两天没有听到她的声音就会很不自在。 

而那两天我明白有时候要给点自由， 这样才不会那么的压力。 

一个星期过去了， 今天妈妈会过来我这然后明早回关丹。 玩了一个星期多， 是时候回家休息啦~ 

最近都在准备考试， 可是不是很有mood 的想要温习。 

前几天策划了考完试后来一趟背包旅行。 

一直说要去槟城走走看看可是都没有时间。 

这次很果断的订了住宿买了巴士票， 这样就没有借口说不能去啦 。 嘻嘻 

槟城离我这里不远 ， 三个小时就到了。 

这将是我第一次去槟城， 我想吃那里的食物很久了 ， 饿了 。。。 哈哈哈 

每一次我都想要以背包旅行的方式去旅行。 所谓的背包旅行就是low budget啦 ~ 

所以住宿肯定不是什么昂贵的酒店。 交通方面都以巴士为主。 因为德士比较贵嘛。。 

我想要趁年轻多出去走走， 独立一下 。 

因为现在还在读书没有收入的情况下， 暂时没有办法出国旅行。 

可是以后出社会后会努力存钱然后继续我外国的背包之旅。 

出门玩当然找个伴啦 ！ 

每一次都想要带着妈妈到处玩， 毕竟年轻的时候都很少出去玩嘛 ， 所以应该要多去看看外面不一样的景点。 

至于一个人的旅行嘛~这也是我的梦想之一 。。。 

相信有一天能够完成的 ~

加油 ！

最近只顾着温习很闷的 ， 当然要找时间给自己放松一下 。 啊哈哈哈 

我发现了 一部很好看的大陆电视剧 名为 （微微一笑很倾城 ）！ 

我好像中毒了 。。 太好看了吧 

杨洋很郑爽演得好好哦 ~ 

剧里带给大家新鲜感， 剧情也让人很不可思议 。

重点是很虐人 ！！ 哈哈哈 ， 太浪漫了啦 。 

因为杨洋的关系 ， 我也在看花儿与少年第二季 。 

之前看了第一季挺好的 。 

不说了 。。。 看戏去 。

不不 ！ 是温习去 。。 哈哈哈 

下次再上来 :)  

G O N E

This is my first post in year 2016. 

There was an incident happened in January.

Back to 28th January 2016, I heard phone ringing so i wake up from sleep. 

While walking to downstairs, I heard mum was crying and shouting~ 

I know there was something happened... 

Mum told me that dad passed away in the early morning in Pekan...

Suddenly I blurred and can't think anything~ 

What should I do with that ? 

Then I call brother who is working in Singapore and ask him come back asap. 

I can't control my emotions and keep crying...

At the moment, I keep calling to cousin and sister. 

After few minutes, my cousins come to my house~ 

I don't know what is happening , how come ??? 

They told me there was an accident ...

One of my cousin said I have to go to Hospital Pekan and do the "pengecaman mayat" then i followed my uncle and cousin brother go. My mum stay in the house with my cousin sister. From Kuantan to Pekan the journey took around 30 minutes~ When i reach hospital Pekan, I saw dad's boss and friends was there. I can't say anything and just keep crying. My brain was empty. After that, Inspector come and ask me to sign some document. She asked me whether want to see my dad or just see through the photo. I asked is that terror? Know why I asking that ? Because I afraid I can't accept that and funk will never gone. At first I told her that I don't want to go into the mortuary but after my dad's friends tell me that my dad only have injury on his head and face is still okay ~ I.... I afraid that my dad situation same as my uncle who is also has passed away due to accident three years ago. After wait for few hours, then my uncle accompany me go into the mortuary and see my dad. There is a process that I need to identify whether that is my dad or not. And of course I hope that person is not my dad but the reality is very cruel! I saw my dad lay on there and there was so many blood on his face! Then Inspector ask me go to the Police station Pekan and make a report. They bring me to the police station. I saw a young guy with gold color hair was sitting there. I do statement in the police station and the Inspector also ask me few question. I know this is what I can do since my siblings is not here yet. I don't know who is the driver and how this accident happen. But I can recognize some of my dad's friend. I saw them before and dad also have talk about them to us. I saw the van that fetch my dad outside the police station and his friends take my dad's things to me. According to the Inspector who is in-charge in this case, she said the van driver drive to opposite road and hit a motorcycle. In this accident,deceased is only my father and other passenger in the van only have minor injuries. And I think that the female motorcyclist was lead to my dad's death. After settle everything in the police station, cousin fetch me back to my house and I wish dad go back home earlier. And mum decide to do my dad's funeral at our home. Dad reach home around 10  30 pm. Most of the cousin reached and sis also reach Kuantan with aunt. Endless words of gratitude to my cousin because they give a hand during that three days of funeral and much appreciation to those who come to my dad's funeral. 

A dad's friends come to dad funeral and I went to chat with him. He said this will happen not because of the motorcyclist but because of the van driver ! he keep playing with his phone while driving so it lead to the accident!  He also said that he heard the female motorcyclist also had passed away. Before that my dad also has told us that he always play his phone while driving and scold that is very dangerous. Now accident happened and what you going to say ? You come to my dad's funeral that night and you just tell us that is the motorcyclist drive on your road so accident happens!! You think that we don't know you play phone while driving ? That uncle (my dad's friend) tell me that he sit beside my dad and that morning my dad's head was lying on the windows and he is sleeping. The motorcyclist's helmet hit the windows so my dad's head was hit by something from the windows. That time, my dad was lying on his shoulder after accident and before ambulance reach there he passed away without say anything.... Inspector also said that they can't find any emergency break sign from there. You never review that who's wrong is that ? Accident will never happen if you put your phone down and concentrate on driving. You should know that you have to take the responsible for the lives of passenger in your van !! Even a " sorry " you also didn't say to us. I believe you know the truth of the accident and I hope that you know what are you doing now! You never know that how hurt is that when you lost your family! This is the first time I see my mum cry until like that!! I've never seen my mum cry since I born until now! If now the deceased is your family but no my dad what will you feel ? And you don't think that you can make up for your mistakes with the "kopi o "! 

I tell you that the "kopi o" I still can afford ! You make me lost my dad and I'll remember you until the end of my life! And I never think that I've met your sister in my previous workplace ~

The day before accident, my dad calls to my mum and say that he almost hit by the car at petrol station. They said that everything is doomed, we can't do anything... 

But now, the reality is what I waiting for coming Chinese New Year brother coming back and we can take a family photo  GONE !!

Dad never travel aboard and I'm planning a family trip because we never travel oversea before , but now GONE !!

Dad is waiting to attend sis and mine graduation and he has a nice batik shirt so that he can wear it to our graduation GONE !!

Dad always say that he wish to buy and move to new house , he don't want to stay here... GONE !!

Dad wish to go to his favorite singer's concert .... GONE !!

I just hope that my family member is healthy, happy and enjoying their life. 

Although we are not so rich, but we're still able to enjoy every moment. 

Everything can be gone in next second. 

You'll regret that you never cherish the moment. 

After my dad's funeral, I back to Kampar study and left my mum alone in the house. Cousin ask me whether want to stop my studies and stay at home and accompany my mum or not. I believe my dad in the other side also wish I can graduate on time. So that I can come out work and reduce the burden of brother. After that, I went to change my phone data plan, although I was at Kampar but every time when I free I calls mum. I scare she alone at house and nobody talks to her. Even she also afraid go outside eat breakfast alone. So, she tell me she always cook at home and just stay at home. Now, I having sem break and back in home :) Honestly, these few months I'm in a bad situation... 

Year 1 Sem 3 I had a very bad life. 

That's all for today.

Thank you.

 

Our last family photo (2016)

 my beloved dad. 

Missing you ~ 

 

F A M I L Y 

 Still remember last year CNY ?  

 

 

Week 7 of Y1S2

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Today is deepavali. 

Happy deepavali to all of my Indian friends! 

Now I'm otw going back to Kampar .

Four days holidays was gone . 

This time back hometown I had faced with many problems. I have gained experience from it . 

Friday after class I took train to kl sentral , and I had planned to go back hometown with friends. On that day , we rush to the bus station because we thought we were late . After reach there , we only realised that the bus come late . After two hours, there was a bus came to here . I don't know the ticket my friends bought is double decker bus. I saw many people rush and keep pushing each other to get into the bus . Then I have decided to wait for a while because I have to ticket and there was confirm have a seat for me . My friends was in the bus and she called me and ask me quickly go into the bus , because got people took my seat ! Then suddenly the worker said there's already full seat and other passengers please wait for another bus ! I heard it and I was very angry and I went into the bus and ask why it will become like that ? They never do any announcement ~ it's okay ~ then my friends going back to hometown first that night . 

Then I took that ticket and go to do refund ! Seriously very angry that time ~ all the time I can't wait to go home but end up with this . Really annoying~ 

What kind of service is that ? Is that the company oversale during the holidays? Impossible one bus spoiled then other trip also need to delay ~ that's really speechless ~ 

Then I have decided go to cousin house and stay overnight there and the next day only go back ~ the next morning I have called to bus counter and ask whether the bus ticket still available or not ~ most of the bus ticket was fulled and the earliest is 6pm ~ morning after breakfast then cousin fetch me to Titiwangsa and bought the bus ticket . After that my friends who stay in sg buloh came to fetch me to pavilion ~ at Titiwangsa there are no restaurant to eat ~ hungry me went to pavilion and we ate Pizza Hut for our lunch ~ 

Then we went to padini shopping because there're four days promotion and the shirts was cheap ! 

After shop around one hour then my friends fetch me to the bus station . Really thanks to them and glad that they are besides me when I felt hopeless. 

I took 6pm bus back to hometown but unpredictable the bus got problem when otw to Kuantan,then we have to change the bus again . Wait for 1hour plus and finally we had changed the bus ~ Saturday I reached kuantan around 10 something . 

It's time to back to reality ~ 

Tmr I have summary test and this week we are quite busy ~ 

Week 14 is coming soon that's mean final exam also coming very soon. 

That's all for today ~ 

Will be updated:) 

Thanks you :)

With baby hee at hometown 

Shopping with mummy on weekends